Post by RYLEE ANNALISA WELLINGTON on Feb 26, 2013 17:38:35 GMT -5
| [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 440px; height: 400px; background-image: url(http://i51.tinypic.com/ngx4hu.jpg); -moz-border-radius: 250px; border-radius: 220px 220px 0px 0px; border: 0px solid #414141;] first middle last nineteen | January 30, 2012| female | murder | emily browning REMEMBER THE FIRST DANCE WE SHARED? RECALL THE NIGHT YOU MELTED AWAY MY UGLYNESS AWAY? THE NIGHT YOU LEFT WITH A KISS SO KIND ONLY A SCENT OF BEAUTY LEFT BEHIND AH, DEAR FRIEND I REMEMBER THE NIGHT THE MOON THE DREAMS WE SHARED YOUR TREMBLING PAW AT MY HAND DREAMING OF THAT NORTHERN LAND TOUCHING ME WITH A KISS OF BEAST(beauty and the beast, nightwish) My Dearest Jason, I remember us so clearly you were my everything and so much more. I was the beauty you were the beast, I thought that our love would last forever. Jason if only you truly knew how much I loved you how much I would have done for you, four wonderful years we spent together. It all ended on one summer night. I wanted to go away to college that was when you showed me, a side of you never seen before. I honestly hadn't wanted it to end this way between us. But sadly it did, now while I linger here in the afterlife you are locked up in prison, spending time, for murder. Surely I was wrong for thinking I could have changed a boy with a past like yours full of abuse, But I loved you, and felt like it was worth a shot to try. I should have seen it coming you abused me I kept telling myself you did these things because you loved me and that you would change, in time, you just needed to grow up more. However you never did, it was all just you leading up to finally doing me in, like your father did in your mother. My dear sweet Jason, If I could turn back the clock now, I might have played the cards differently now. Then again perhaps not there was a point when our love was so pure so true so innocent, until things slowly started to change. Its been a little over a year now, I still remember that night clearly. You standing there telling me that you would not hear of me leaving going abroad for college. Screaming at me, you slapped me across the face, that was when it all changed up until that night it had never been physical, you promised me Jason that you would never lay a hand on me. You lied to me. i tried to stand up for myself, but the next thing I knew I was on the floor and you were telling me that if you couldn't have me here with you, then on one would could have me anywhere. I remember seeing the knife in your hand coming down at my chest. With one quick movement, your hand brought it down, and I felt a searing pain as I started to bleed. I cried out, Jason how could you! You said nothing, just walked away from me leaving me there to die. I felt my life slowly draining away. Suddenly it was over. I was dead. I'm not sure how you got caught for what you did, I just know you are locked away now. I never really cared to look into it. I am gone, now from that life, finally free of all the pain you put me through Jason. They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I guess I just wasn't strong enough to over come you, you killed me you bastered. I hope you rot your prison cell. Even though I know you will never read these words, I bid you goodbye, I feel as though perhaps I can finally put the past behind me as I walk along the lonely path, of the afterlife. Or so I hope. I will not seek vengeance, you are not worth it. I loved you I truly did but you are not worth the pain you put me through. I loved you and always will. I would say until my dying day, however I am already dead. If perhaps I'm not so lucky we will see each other again one day, in the afterlife. Good bye Jason. Love always and forever, Rylee. meows | 26 | 9.5yrs | lost |
